Thursday, 30 April 2009

Remembering to put me first!

I have never been very good at putting myself before others. And recently I have struggled even more with this concept, however I have realised that if I don't start doing this I won't be doing myself any favors and my BMI status of 'morbidly obese' will become 'clinically dead'! So I joined WW for the second time last week, having lost 25kg previously and I am learning ever so slowly that I deserve to be put first! It wasn't the fat pictures, or the denial of my clothes sizes creeping up, or even feeling like my size was holding me back that motivated me this time. It is the realisation that I don't like who i am anymore and I don't do anything for myself without guilt. So here goes!! Here is to knowing that I am worth every kg that I loose. Because it is for me and no-one else that I am doing this and there should be no guilt attached to that!!

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